Alive

This evening was just another normal everyday evening filled with laugh and relaxation. I decided to check my email before going to sleep when I saw a password change request from DA. Now I have not been on here since the end of my relationship with someone (and subsequently terminating a very long friendship as well). I just kind of left everything. MySpace, LiveJournal, DeviantArt. All of them were ended similarly. So needless to say that was a shock to see the email this evening. It was so long ago that I was a part of this, posting my small blurb-like writings and sharing thoughts and support to other aspiring artists & writers. The memories rest in a fog along with much of the past. I have changed, grown, revamped. I am a family woman. A mother. A wife. A daughter. A sister. An aunt. These positions have become my driving force now. I don't know where that Cass from so long ago went. I read these musings, these scribbles and can remember their creations but in a dreamlike haze. Maybe I can create again. Who knows...